So whatever.....

So i just got thru my always-happening break downs....(they come in the form of 'where is my life goin?' and 'wat the hell am i doin?!' and some more deep stuff like tat, tat ill-fits me)...n at the risk of sounding like Britney Spears transitioning from her 1st album to the last...I'm just fine where i am :D
Not that I'm saying I'm completely happy...i mean..i'm human after all(no cliches here please!)...
some wise(ahem) soul jus told me 'life is round'...which actually makes no sense but i guess its true now coz i think i'l get back to the same grrr state of things again....but arnd tat time, i'l jus update a link to the prev post so u can read it all over again.... :D :D
So I'm still waiting for suggestions of some new thing i oughto do everyday....send em in pls! unless u wanna get into the circle of life (hey! i jus realizd..the wise soul rippd the line off Lion King!) mentioned abv...
And ya...my Bday came n went....the usual hours on phn...the visting of the cousins....wat not....but hey! the special thing tis time was...our TN govt decided tat they wantd the ppl of the blessed land to celebrate the special occasion of my bday wit their families at home....so like u'd find roads empty on occasions like Pongal(which btw is supposd 2 b out latest tamil new year...our CM jus pulld a Julius Ceasar)(Pardon me if my history is wrong...its jus a stry i remember abt fool's day)...the whole state was indoors wit their family!
awww! I was alll touched!
Oh n yes...many jealous souls have alternate versions of tis story...something abt ppl going on strikes coz its my bday....but pls dont believe em....its jus the envy talkin :D
I have successfully whiled 5 mins of my time...n am leaving to while 45 more by watching the much hyped IPL in the foodcourt
toodles! :D
PS: Britney Spears...pls dont sue me....that goes for u too Mr.CM!

Question Marks

How long does it take an average person to move on in life? I really gotto know the answer to this question....it might just prove to me if i'm retarded or not. Is it because of the endless, mindless monotony thats driving me to madness?(Yeah..even more than i was before....thr! i'v saved u the energy required for typing tat!)
Lately, I've been beginning sentences with 'I miss...' to much lately....like 'I miss going for walks after EC in my ragged 'bhavan' clothes during the spring season'...or 'I miss eating lays on the 3rd level of balli'. I seem to have made a habit out of it...
The funny part is..whatever I am coplaining of right now....I'd had much more to handle in Pilani....of course, my whole life dint 'seem' to depend on it...i say seem coz i am still sure there's more to life than going to work and coming back everyday....funny tho...it feels like tats exactly the only thing i do! Oh ya...thrs also the mindless staring at different colours of saris....n nodding n smiling wen u hafta...
I have worked for hours n hours together in Pilani...I've had my share of marathon sessions of tests.....I've had my share of arguments with ppl arnd me...I still giggle now as much as i used to before....but what makes me soooo desperately bored now? So bored that I cant even decipher what I have typed here in the past few seconds?

Aah! (in a happy way!)

I spent all of 2day doin nothin....n it felt soooooooooooo gud! :D :D :D
Jus me, the AC in the sweltering heat, the laptop n GBs of songs....no work, no shopping.....whattey day! :))))


Calvin: I've been thinking, Hobbes.
Hobbes: On a weekend?
Calvin: Well, it wasn't on purpose...

(Somebody send me the comic strip of the abv if u have it pls...eeeeee)

Guess who's backkkkk?

Its been like ages since i've blogged....really...coz of the life-is-too-boring bout tat i usually sink into at least once every 2 months
So now I ave decided to get off my butt n do something abt it...but what? i did try n come up with different options....it did have..umm..interesting results but nothin to solve the problem permanently...but tat, i guess, is like wishing Santa is true
First was trying to do something new everyday....n writing it down....turns out the first new thing i did too after i took the resolution was to work continuously with a scripting language i've barely worked on before....the next day, the resolution lay forgotten....
Second was trying to learn an instrument....decided to find a gud place to learn n enroll tis weekend....a declaration that everybdy shud report to the office in the weekend damped that thot! (but the fact tat i dint go today is another story)
Third was trying to get involved with, and observing the different ppl around me.....after a few tantrums, my-doggie-fiance stories and drama queen performances, i decided to give that a rest too
Which brings us to the fourth...trying to be a drama queen myself....that one lasted i think..abt 15 mins....till i burst out laughing...(Oh note to self: learn to throw an efficient tantrum still holds...Wanted: Tutors)
Then i decided to backpack across Europe....take an year off....scrape enuf money 2 buy me a one way ticket...then work my way thru whole of europe..u know...running errands...that kinda thing....i guess this also shows how feasible the plan is :P (but i am gonna go one day....really!! :D)

On reflection now, I think this week was actually more entertaining than the weeks before that.....heres a quick request: will the ppl who have survived reading this till now pls gimme suggestions on wat to do next week?